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10
Feb

Embrace it all-without fear

pexels-photo-697055.jpegEmbrace it ALL

-without fear….

MONEY: Here is how I feel about it.  If you were given some kind of talent that allows you to make money. Then it’s expected that you use that talent well! Not half way, but WELL.  If you can make money and others can’t.  Teach them, help them, fund them.  But for goodness sake, don’t squander your opportunity.
Same thing if you can sing, then SING!
If you can create art, PAINT!
If you are good at carpentry, BUILD.
If you are good at sales, FIND WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT and HELP THEM GET IT.
See what I mean?  Do not squander what you can do, because it’s your gift.
(Parable of the Talents in the bible-check it out. Mathew 25:14-30)
PLAY: Laughing is a good thing!  I don’t think some of us do it enough. Let’s get out and play, and love, and fill other people up with our positive spirit somewhere! Find Joy.  Find other people…for reals…skip online.  Flesh and blood, eye to eye, heart to heart, open and joyful.  Let’s dare each other to get out there.  They need us. We need them. What could possibly happen if we were all willing to put the phone down, and go find some joy!

LOVE: And…when we love, we must love, as they are. We must find the most beautiful traits other people bring, and their unique spirit, and become engaged in that. We must help when they fall down, we must reach up when we do. We must embrace those human traits that makes things messy. Ugh…the hard part. Not like a movie or a perfectly structured book. It’s like real life.  Frustrating, annoying, funny, boring, curious, talks too much, doesn’t talk enough, interesting, real life kind of beautiful.  Forget perfection. If we learn to find beauty in all the imperfection…then we will be better at it…I think.

FAILURE: So it happens. We learn. We continue. Everyone does it. It’s all good. Keep going.

PAIN: Heart pain. physical pain, disappointment, discouragement, anger, fear, rejection, loneliness.  We all get it in heaping doses of all of it, if we live long enough. Best to just understand it will come, no surprises, skip denial. Just look up when it does. Pray for wisdom, strength, turn it over to God, and follow his lead. Embracing life, and doing it with faith…is the full experience.  How we handle it…well, that’s the test… mostly of our resilience, character, and tried and true faith.  Oh, and if we don’t handle it very well, we will most probably get many more chances try again.

EGO: Ahhh… the ego.  The deceiving little creature that lives.  Convincing us we are better than everyone, or suggesting we are less. But that little monster is a monster. Mostly shows up when we are thinking too much about ourselves.  Best way to control it: Get focused on other people. Stop thinking of yourself, and get thinking about others.

Oh and stop taking selfies everyday…seriously…stop that.

ACCEPTANCE: I heard a statement from a priest one day, “We should never ask, what will happen to us if we love them, we should only ask, when will happen to them, if we do not”. That priest died the following week.

His words are memorialize in my journal, and in my mind. I feel like he spoke those words for me personally, straight to my heart, before he died. I think we can use these wise words in LOTS of situations with people…and then we decide what we need to do, from there.

PASSION: Be passionate about what you do.  If you are, everything else will fall into place. Trying to be “cool” instead of passionate, …yeah…it’s not as cool.  I say, be an example to the world. Stand up in front of the room and don’t be afraid to be on fire! It’s the only way to ignite another spark.

LIVE: Be example to the world of how it CAN be done, with Joy, with Love, with Character, with Passion, and with Integrity…and, I hope, you will do it with a little class…cause that’s kinda a thing for me.

No matter what…I hope you embrace the entire journey, and shine on, my dear friends…….

-Beverly

15
Jun

Fathers Day in Church…

Father’s Day today…

little girl in God's beamIn church on Fathers Day today. A good guest speaker is teaching us…I’m learning.  She’s talking about how little David was selected by Saul, before the big take down.  I like it when people teach me the Bible in laymen’s terms, and it comes alive for me.  Very compelling.

And…my mind wanders when she starts doing the group prayer:

One long thought-or my own prayer really-over the top of hers…I often ask myself why I must do my own thing….exasperating sometimes-is it an unwillingness to conform? (Mental Grimace) I reach for my pen:

Dear Father in heaven. (Not my dad from earth-now up there in heaven, uh…or wherever he went), my God and Father…this is for you…(Yes…I actually do pray like this).

I need your help down here.  So imma pray for it now:

When I need it-and I always need it: Please bring your wisdom. And please bring me the faith to remember to have faith. – When you give me wisdom, from your big self, to my little heart at exactly the right moment, I don’t need to worry, help me remember that. And remind me that you will have me ready when you want me ready. It’s not to be my own attempt, without your help-but rather from YOUR wisdom.

When I need it (mostly always) help me with patience: Help me lead with love, and your will-not my own.  I need to remember that ALL patience is coming from you, and I have NO patience what-so-ever on my own. Help me remember that I don’t need to be all proud of how I pulled it off with a smug look on my face either, or even silently in my head.  Help me remember-once again all wisdom and patience that I posses is not my own.

Help me answer the call of YOUR WILL-without having to say :”Really? Cause, I don’t think I should do that…”  We both know, I recognize the whispers you send. And we also both know, how I try to argue with you-which can seem like I am arguing with myself-and, we also both know I’m trying NOT to hear you. Hmmm….I wonder God..How sick are you, of that?

I give in, turns out your right…I don’t-turns out you woulda been right. Can you help me with this…?  Seems like i would learn. It’s best for me to say yes every time.

It occurs to me now, as I sit in this church and hear how you called little David to battle Goliath…that you just know how these things are going to work out. Even if everyone else is saying…”common..seriously?..No way…” You DO just know.

I have to always remember that you are my father. My REAL father, and that you love me beyond measure, and that you will lead me to greater things than I could ever even think are possible for myself. Because of your endless, enduring love, I know you will never hurt me in any way. You know my heart, you have given me certain gifts you expect me to use, and I must trust you in all things. I must listen, and follow.  Your love for me is faultless, and all it takes is that I put my whole faith in you…and follow. Please help me with all of this.

Second-Short thought:

This one is answering questions I had been grappling with for several days.  My mind gives me negative little thoughts, that undermine my confidence in some things, or in the direction-which you send me to. I wrestle with… “over-thinking” as it is sometimes called.

The answer is succinct and direct:

“When your mind goes to the negative-it’s the devil’s pull. Dismiss it quickly.” Ok got it…I hear ya! 🙂

So friends…

Happy Fathers Day everyone-I hope your day is perfect and you connect with everyone you love…

hugs and love to all!!

Beverly

10
Nov

A whisper asked me to see more…

The triumphant success story of Susan Boyle is not new, but my thoughts about it are.

This week I was in the audience, as Kevin Hall, the author of the book Aspire spoke to us about the life lessons he has written about.  He made one of his points more powerful by showing us the video clip of Susan Boyle’s breakthrough moment on stage. As I watched, I felt the same euphoric experience as I did the first time I saw her succeed though all of us expected it to be a pathetic audition. The tears welled up in my eyes, the same as they have every time I’ve seen her boldly sing, I Have a Dream, flawlessly and profoundly. This time however, that quiet voice was whispering for me to notice more about this story.

The gentle whisper suggested I think of whether this woman was any different in that moment after she sang, than when she first walked out to the stage. The audience and the judges apprehensive  some snickering and rolling their eyes, who was she? She awkwardly made fun, as she was asked questions, clearly built up by her to protect herself from people’s reaction to her, over many years.  My tears welled up again. It whispered, “What are you emotional about?”  I searched my heart…Her big break? Her bravery? That she got her dream? That the words to the song were exactly her story? I was trying to answer. The whisper came back.. “It’s beautiful yes. The lesson is much; more…there is more to learn.  Look deeper.  Look at her before she sang.”

I began to think of what I had not considered before.  This woman was not even a tiny bit different as a human being. In a moment she transformed from being ridiculed and rejected to the immediate cheering embrace and love of the world, to be our newest hero and success story.  YET she herself, was one not one bit different in her being alive. Not in the moment before, and not in the moment after.  Our thoughts of her changed, but that was all. We saw something new in her, something that we could love and even champion.

So we respond with: “Well, she showed us what she could do” “She was brave and went on stage and made the world see her!  And we accept her, and we embrace her brilliance, and we love her now as the underdog who won!”

We are such a fickle people.

What in this world is being lost on us, because there is no beauty that our eyes see, or our ears behold? If we don’t see it, is it not there?

Maybe the bravest among us, are those hero’s who have to face a world that does not, or will not see them. Maybe they are here to test the world that does not accept them. Maybe they are the brilliant light sent to challenge our own shallowness. A world that does not value anything but the right package. Maybe these people carry their beauty differently. Are they the angels God gives us to look deeper into ourselves? A test to become less prejudice about what beauty really is? A choice to be better than we are now? To embrace, without the right conditions in place? To be powered less by the crowd, and more by the soul? I wonder how we are doing…

The whisper asked me to see more again this week…I am learning.

Big hugs and love my friends…

-Beverly

15
Oct

“What if this is just me, being dramatic??

An Adventure we can take anytime:

Adventure #2: Saturday, October 13, 2012.

My daughter Miranda and I went to a Beth Moore event in Long Beach. I haven’t known very much about Beth Moore except that she is a good spiritual teacher, is VERY funny, and is my mentor Mo Anderson’s spiritual Mentor. My daughter and I went to learn more.

We waited at the Long Beach Arena as 9000 people streamed in…mostly women. Fortunate to have found seats about 8 rows from the stage, with a seat, just one, between me and the woman on the other side of it. I looked at it a few times, and told my daughter that someone who was all by themselves would surely find a seat there, and it would be “meant to be” for them, since they came alone. Mostly optimistic, not really in faith, at that point.

Time went on, the event music began..yet no one was in that seat. A little intuitive thought came to me that I needed to go out to the lobby, and find the person who was meant to sit there…I almost dismissed it. I mentioned it to my daughter who confirmed I needed to go if that is what I was thinking. So out I went.

Well, I stood out there in the mass confusion of everyone coming in, and I felt a bit stupid, actually, really stupid. I was just standing and looking at groups as they walked in. How in the world was I going to find someone all by themselves? Everyone was laughing and chattering with others, walking by me. This was another one of my dumb ideas I thought. Remembering that I always have these adventurous, romantic notions of being called to something. “Here you go again…”

After a while of questioning myself..a thought came to mind. “SO….this is where faith comes in I guess..when you feel unsure because you listened to a little call..just do it. Stop thinking of yourself…this is about faith, so now have some!”

Soon, I felt I needed to go to the door where people where still coming in..”she isn’t in here yet” I was thinking. So I waited which seemed like a long time, because the music for the event had started, and I was missing it!

Then..there she was..it wasn’t any big old shiver or dramatic feeling or anything else like that. I just walked up to this older woman who walked in alone. Without even thinking I said  “Are you here alone?” She nodded, saying she was. I put my arm around her shoulders and said with a big smile “I have been waiting for you..I have a seat for you with us, right up front.”

We walked in together, as she happily expressed her delight and surprise, saying “This must be what it feels like when you get to heaven and an angel says…”I have been waiting for you….” (So cute). I still wasn’t sure this was any big deal, as I walked in with her. In fact with a new lack of faith I thought…”What if I got the wrong one!!??”  …..Sheesh Beverly…really?

At the break we had time to talk, she shared some of the difficulty she was going through, how it had come to a pinnacle in the past few days, and how she had felt so isolated going to this event alone. She noted that she almost didn’t come, because she felt so bad going alone. She was sweet and positive with a wonderful spirit, yet she expressed what a difference it made to her to have us there with her, with tears in her eyes.

Just how perfectly planned this was, didn’t resonate with me fully, until today. I received an email from her, which included her saying:

“You are my Angel. As I reflected on my experience on Saturday, it became so much clearer how God worked thru you, Beverly. I walked in feeling alone/depressed & you immediately made me feel included & loved. I will remember your kindness, compassion & healing love forever, but especially when I feel excluded from the mainstream of life.”  -Gloria

Faith is not always clear. It seemed like I was just coming up with an idea. Turns out wonderful lady really needed a friend that day. God let me be his helper, to show her he loves her. There were no bells or whistles or chills, or revelations or visions. Lucky for me I listened, and went with it. Yes, and questioning the whole way..feeling unsure. Then finding out it was all perfectly orchestrated.

I wonder how many times I have dismissed, and missed the opportunity in the past?

My daughter had a similar situation happen at that the same event with the girl next to her. Same urging, same reluctance…yet completely clear after she moved forward.

Confirmation….Small things matter in big ways sometimes. When you feel stupid acting on the idea, or like you will be rejected as you try…just do it. That’s what faith is.

What will be our Next Adventure…? I’m having faith we will know soon. Join me when you can…

Big, Big Hugs and love my friends..

-Beverly

1
Jul

Life on Speed

Life on Speed

Life. This Life. Our life.

Our precious personal time on this earth is getting louder, busier and faster as information comes at us from every direction-Intense, unending streaming motion, commotion, and emotion. There are “Have to’s”, “want to’s”, “need to’s”, and “can’t do’s” all piled up, filling every precious minute we have. Is it enough?

Deep beyond all of that noise and intensity, in a small-undefined place in our soul, is a hollow echo that is often not filled. Most everyone I talk to knows exactly what I mean when I describe it, and they feel it too. It doesn’t leave us. What is our purpose we say?

We have Stuff. Lots of it! Everywhere. We store it, organize it, display it, stack it, rotate it, wash it, paint it, rearrange it, pile it, sell it, repurpose it, and shop for more of it. It “completes us” we say with a wry smirk. And yet, it’s not filling us up. That hollow echo continues to haunt. It doesn’t leave with more stuff, it always comes back, and we always know it’s there. What is our purpose?

We get home, and the words stumble out “finally we can relax”. We really need to zone out. We decide to take time for mindless entertainment, and there it is, waiting for us: “Reality TV”. An entertainment package designed to spotlight the other human beings in the most adverse situations. Designed to bring out ego, jealousy, shallowness, anger, and delightfully, so much more, all for our viewing pleasure. We get to become voyeurs into the stupidity, and weakness of other human frailties. A very purposeful selection of situations and people, will frame humanities worst traits beautifully. Producers become the crafty bully’s for profits, and so we will watch. We laugh and shake our heads in disgust, and yet, boy do we continue to watch. We snicker and gasp and discuss, and we try to feel better.

Yet all the while…our precious minutes on this Earth are ticking away wasted…and that hollow echo is standing by right in the back of our spirit. It doesn’t leave when we watch others in pain, or make fun of them, we know it’s there, and it gives no peace, even when we try to mask it.

It feels deep; it feels like a hunger that wants to be filled. It’s calls us, almost aches at times. Do we need to find our purpose? Calling us, but we don’t not know what to? Should we work more? Do we need to have more? Do we need to be more?

We can ask ourselves. Could this be the place from where God beckon’s? Is this hollowness where God lives in us and says “I am here my child, this is the place where I await you” Is this where he wants us to learn that we cannot be completely fulfilled by anyone else or anything, other than his pure love? Does he call us, quite simply, to find our purpose there, in his grace, and in his light? Is that the call of the emptiness…the way he planned for us to find him all along?

We must decide, we always get to decide. We might check with in by asking ourselves some questions.

When I am at odds with another person, do I feel unsettled and sometimes in pain? Do I feel the weight of the anger, as my burden, when they are angry with me? Does that stay in the background of all that I do? And then, do I feel light and happy when it is resolved and all is well with everyone. Is that my mirror for grace and forgiveness?

Do I feel the most fulfilled and happy when I have done something for another simply because it helped them, though they could not repay me? Especially when it is a stranger that I do not know? Is that unconditional love? Is that like paying forward in gratefulness for all that has been given to me?

Do I feel most at peace in the quiet moments when we are reflecting on how blessed my life has been, and how grateful I am? When we hold a baby that has just been born? When I learn of a story of survival against all odds? When I look into the eyes of an animal that only knows love unconditionally? When I hug a child. When I listen to a beautiful song? When I sit by the ocean in silence just to hear the whispers to my heart? When I pray? In those times is there any trace of feeling empty or a hollow ache. In any of those moments do I taste pure peace, and unconditional love?

Life might be simpler than we guessed. And in the simplicity, lives the brilliance.

Bless you my friends, on your own journey of discovery.

-Beverly

28
Mar

The Power of Vu…

The Power of Vulnerability…every single one of us could probably learn from this…grow from just watching this brief talk, and then think a little, about what we can do with this information..

21
Mar

You Are Not Yet Who You Will Be…

You Are Not Yet Who You Will Be.

During my morning walk, I listed to “I’m not lost, I’m not lost, no, no just undiscovered…” the words to a really good song by James Morrison, called “Undiscovered” and it goes on to say, “I’m just waiting for you to find me”.

I had a man say something like this to me once, in an interview. After being tough to deal with, I decided to ask him deeper questions, instead of kicking him out of my office. He softened up, and then I asked why he put on the tough front. He said he wanted people to find him, as the tears welled up in his eyes.  A little test of sorts, to see if anyone cared enough to look deeper I guess.

Making an assumption that others are going to find you might be optimistic. If we are lucky, really blessed, a person will show up to assist, but the rest is up to us.  Movies and books give us the impression, and even hope that we will be rescued, yet at the end of the day, the lights go on, and here we are, in charge of ourselves.

15 thoughts:

  1. If you push people away, you can be safe.  Yet without deep interaction, true growth is hindered. So, it’s not a heroic choice.
  2. Good looks may let you believe more about yourself, than you have developed yourself to be.  Others might support you in that illusion…be more.
  3. Excuses are lies to yourself about your own intentions.
  4. Believing that you’re less, will make you less.
  5. Gossip about others may momentarily help you feel like more, but will expose you as less.
  6. Personality is outward appearance; person is inside reality.
  7. What you read, listen to, what you watch and how you speak will etch lines in you. Your mind is obedient.
  8. The consistency of the habit is the mold for what arrives in the future.
  9. Time matters.
  10. Doing the right thing matters.
  11. Set down whatever you wish you would or wouldn’t have done. Forgive yourself. Then change.
  12. Set down whatever another did, or did not do, forgive. Let them change. (If they don’t its not your issue.)
  13. Do good, be good and believe in good. It is not un-cool.
  14. Don’t put anyone on a pedestal. God is God and that’s it.
  15. Pray every day for help, and then have faith that you’re getting it.

You are not yet, who you will be…which direction are you going?

18
Mar

Under the Overpass

Several years ago…I was in a fully packed Church, standing room only. I had arrived late, and was one of the standing. In a pew, several rows ahead of me was what I thought was a woman crying, with her head down. As she turned, I saw it was a man, with dreadlocks and a beard. I wondered about him, as he looked as if something was wrong. When he got up, and walked out only shortly into the service, I wrestled with myself, to go see if he was ok, or to stay where I came to be…in Church. It soon occurred to me how hypocritical the question even was.

I walked to the door, I found him curled up on the floor, at the back of the room by the door, with lots of people ignoring him, working hard to make space around him, so they could continue with their worship.

I bent down and asked him if i could help him, to which he replied that he had nowhere to stay, and he was very sick. I asked him to follow me, as I would pay for a room for him to stay at a hotel near by. He began to follow me out to my car, and in a brief second of fear, I thought to myself that I might be making a dangerous decision as a young woman, taking a strange man into my car. The thought entered my mind for only a brief second, before he sat down on a bench, and gently said to me..”go get someone so you will feel safe”. I was stunned and relieved, and promised to be right back, asking him to please wait.

I brought back a good friend who introduced himself to the man I was trying to help. What I remember most was his clear blue eyes, his articulate speech, and his gentle intelligent way, as he shook my friend’s hand, and said that his name was “Johnny”.

I bought him a room, and purchased food for him, including Kiwi, as he told us that is what he needed to get better. I have never forgotten him. In some way, he felt like the Holy Spirit to me.

I am now finding my way back to doing something that will matter for the unseen..it will be a journey for me.
I found this blog on the same subject inspiring….

Saved By Grace

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Under the Overpass: A Journey of Faith on the Streets of America is a book about two young men named Mike and Sam who decide to live on the streets of America for more than five months. They decide to do this because they want to know if their faith is as real as they say it is; if they can be the Christians they claim to be, the Christians that Jesus calls us to be. Matthew 6:33 says, “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (NIV). They wanted to completely rely on God for the provision of their next meal or their next place to stay.

On their journey, Mike and Sam experienced many things and got to meet amazing people that changed their lives forever. This post will focus more on the churches Sam and Mike…

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26
Jan

When Will You Know?

When will you know what your potential and what your destiny is?

What we commit to matters.

What we do matters more.

Each kept promise we make, if “only” to ourselves, sets up for the next. Keeping or breaking our word can become habitual.

What we SAY we really want, if meant, is supported with action.

Without action, it’s just a wish.

Check in: Is your plan for yourself really important to you?

“Sow an act, and you reap a habit; 

Sow a habit and you reap a character;

Sow a character and you reap a destiny.”    (-George Dana Boardman-) 


  1. What is your destiny? 
  2. What is your potential?
  3. When you talk about your plans, do you light up? Does your energy dramatically increase?
  4. What is the next step? (Can’t just keep talking about it)
  5. Who do you need help from?

It starts with what you believe…so what do you believe?

Climb, my friends, your destiny is calling,

-Beverly Steiner

12
Jan

My Thoughts For 2012

As we head into 2012, a few people have asked me for my vision for our company.

In thinking about this, it seems that any vision we have for any of our businesses should be equally in line with the vision we have for ourselves.

My vision for myself in 2012, is to continue to learn and to be be better as a friend, mother, partner, mentor, teacher, and especially better as God’s servant.

To do something good as often as I can, to live up to my word, and to always help others find their way.

To speak up for what is right, and for that which needs a voice, to let go of what is not important,  to give love more, and do the right thing, to see beyond the surface, and to look for the good.

So my vision for our company must be the same.

It is that our associate partners, and staff continue learning to be better in all of their relationships.

That they will especially attend to their faith and their spiritual connections.

That they will continue to to do something good, as often as they can, and will always be examples of outstanding service to their clients, and their communities.

That they will live up to their word, and will always help people find their way. I see them speaking up for what is right, and for that which needs a voice, and letting go of what doesn’t matter.

They too are learning to give love more. I see them doing the right thing, looking beyond what seems to be, and looking for the good.

All Together we will all work closely to have careers worth having, business worth owning, and lives worth living.

What matters is what matters. If we focus on these things, I believe we will have great success, all of us.

I am looking forward to the great journey we will all be on, as one great team in 2012!

-Beverly Steiner

12
Jan

Welcome-Why “Don’t Hang -Climb”?

So the message is:…Don’t hang – Climb…and welcome to this site and blog

This is my very first communication via blog.The name: “Don’t hang – climb” is because of a quote I heard while teaching one of my classes.
The quote was “It’s easier to climb, than it is to hang on”, and that one stuck with me.
You and I may be a lot alike, and though we have great motivation, at times, we may also, if we have basic human qualities, find ourselves stuck.
We don’t know why, but we can’t move from where we are.  The extra exertion it takes to get ourselves boosted up, or propelled forward won’t come, and so we just hang there. Right there, getting weaker, knowing we might drop, and we cannot, or we will not, push ourselves into the activity it will take to get out of the situation.A thing in motion remains in motion, and a thing at rest remains at rest. hanging isn’t quite resting, it’s harder. It hurts.
Eventually we have to let go and fall, or we have to move forward…there can be no status quo to hanging, motion in one direction or another is inevitable. So, on our journey together, as I hope it to be, will be to climb.
We may all work at different paces, and may rest at different times, but we shall commit, (those of us who do commit) and we shall continue.  Together, we can stay in motion, as we will be pacing each other, and we will not be on our journey alone.
Those of you who are nodding and agreeing will stay with us. However, some of you may actually LIKE hanging at this moment. No worries.  (Just catch up with us later!).  In any case, welcome everyone, to our site  “Don’t Hang – Climb” and thank you for reading about this adventure we are heading into.Glasses up…..here’s to finding new lucrative horizons as we reach up, get a new grip, steady our feet and start climbing!
-Beverly Steiner
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